I miss my IT skills.. :')

I've been the CRM of TechCellar for more than a month now.. Being a fresh grad, I can say that I'm lucky to be absorbed by this company.. Hindi na ko nahirapang maghanap ng work ni hindi ko naicategorized ang sarili ko as jobseeker or unemployed..
Nakakatuwang isipin na hindi ako naging palamunin na gaya nung iba na nakatapos lang, OK na yun sa kanila.. Tech have given me a great opportunity to be a useful citizen.. [a big round of applause please..:))]
But on the other hand, I'm also wishing to practice what is my actual career path(supposedly).. Oftentimes, I'm thinking what might be my stand when I search for an IT job.. minsan pakiramdam ko walang naging sense ang degree ko dahil nasa sales na ko ngayon..
Yes, I admit, I miss coding.. I miss spending the whole night trying to conceptualize what is the good features for a certin system.. I miss designing a website.. I miss letting the blood run down my nose after three sleepless nights.. haha..


Marami akong natutunan sa work ko ngayon.. more exposure, better communication and social skills.. All of these are included on the CRM path.. I love my work and I enjoy all these stuff.. But syempre, gusto ko rin maexperience yung gaya before.. yung para akong magaling, na ako pa yung nagtuturo sa mga classmates ko, na ngayon e mga coder/programmer na.. :')


Almost all of my classmates are very proud of me, kesyo ang ayos daw ng position ko, andami ko raw natututunan, na kesyo sana sila rin daw ganito sa kin.. Less work, more libot, more self confidence[which, for me, is not yet seen :S]..


Maybe magkakaroon din ako ng pagkakataon na matry yung dating bagay kung saan ako expert, kung saan isa ako sa mga kinukuhanan ng concepts and good design.. kung saan may alam din naman ako kahit papano..


La lang..kakamiss maging IT..nakakamiss lang talaga magprogram..